Saturday 29 October 2011

WHAT A SHOT!


I heard the term “shooting” several times while I was growing up.  The reason; there were several film studios in the vicinity and many neighbours were associated with the film industry.  Many times films were shot in our colony, which in those days resembled a picturesque Kerala village.

Every time there was a shooting in our locality, children from our neighbourhood went to watch it.  My parents and brothers were very protective and never allowed me to go.  But, I was always curious and eager to watch film shootings.

A neighbour of mine was a film producer and I loved spending time at his house playing with his daughters and dogs.  My mother, who is a strict disciplinarian, permitted me to go to my neighbour’s house after laying down several conditions.  They were;

1)      I would behave myself and not cause trouble to anyone or cause damage to anything.
2)      I would not go beyond the verandah or the living room in their house.
3)      I would not eat or drink anything in their house and also would not hang around when it was time for their meals.
4)      I would not speak loudly or pick up fights with anyone
5)      I would return home immediately if my friend’s father or any other guest(s) arrived.
6)      I would not ask my parents to get me the toys my neighbours had.

After I promised to adhere to all the conditions, my mother would let me to go.   One afternoon, as I was playing a board game with my neighbour’s daughters, a few vans and cars with lot of equipment and people arrived and there was a sudden commotion.   I learnt that a shooting was scheduled in their house.  Though I always kept my promises, on that particular day, I decided that I would listen to my heart and stayed back in their house in spite of all the activity happening there.  My mother sent word to me through my neighbour’s maid instructing me to return home, probably when I did not respond to her calls.  Whenever she felt I had played enough and it was time for me to return home, she would stand near the wall between our houses and call my name very loudly and I would return home immediately.  Under normal circumstances, if I had not responded to her calls, she would have personally come to take me back home, but since there were so many men there, she was hesitant and so I decided to watch the shooting.

My neighbour’s house was very large.  There were several bed rooms apart from a verandah, living room, kitchen, dining room, shrine room, a large office, a playroom and servant quarters.  First they shot in a bedroom in the basement.  The passage to the bedroom was filled with the crew and I could not see anything.  To get a glimpse and also to save myself from a stampede, I climbed the stairs connecting the bedrooms and tried to peep down, but in vain.  After a while, the team shifted from the basement bedroom to another bedroom and carried all the equipment through the staircase I was standing on.  I was very scared to watch the crew interacting at high decibels at one time and becoming absolutely silent at another.  I was once again unlucky when the shooting started in the second bedroom near the staircase.  They pushed me literally aside and I landed in a passage that led to another bedroom.  I saw some people getting into that room and so I followed them.  That was the master bedroom.  The room was air-conditioned and fully decorated with flowers and resembled a marriage hall.  Within a few minutes of me stepping into the master bedroom, the entire crew shifted there.  They placed the camera near the door and the entire crew assembled before the large bed.  Some of them squatted on the floor and some got on to the attic holding large lights.  Two actors resembling a bride and groom entered the room.  The actor wore a silk dhoti and kurta and he was directed to sit on the bed.  The actress wore a white silk saree with a red border and was bedecked in temple jewellery.  She had a silver glass in her hand.  Many from the crew were giving instructions to the actors very loudly and like obedient students, the actors listened to them.  It took some time for me to comprehend what was happening around.  Too many people were talking at the same time.  One gentleman from the crew instructed the actress to walk through the door and go towards the actor sitting on the bed.  Since the camera was placed near the door, and the entire crew stood there, it could not be done.  Suddenly somebody got an idea and suggested that she enters the room through the door of the balcony instead, as the room also had a balcony.  There was a loud applause for the idea and they opened the door to the balcony.  It was broad daylight and the scene was supposed to be in the night.  Hence they decided not to open the door, but advised the actress to start the scene from bolting the door of the balcony.  (Filmmakers always think out of the box and they have a razor sharp mind.  The entire crew was very innovative and was improvising spontaneously).  

The actress as directed, pretended to bolt the balcony door, turned and walked towards the bed very gracefully, placed the glass on the side table and fell at the actor’s feet.  The actor was then asked to stand up, hold the actress in his arms, hug her tightly, caress and kiss her. The actress had to blush and then shed tears.  This was the scene.  Believe me; the Director was literally giving every instruction to the actors.   The actors rehearsed the scene a few times and then the crew decided to shoot. When an assistant clapped the clapboard and the camera started rolling, there was pin drop silence and the actors started enacting.   Somehow, every time, somebody or the other in the crew was unhappy with the output and suggested more improvisations to the scene and the Director shouted “one more take”.  The actors in between shots, checked their makeup and got ready for the shot with dedication.  They tried several angles, several positions, different hugs, different smiles, different tears, but still the crew was dissatisfied.  Everybody had an opinion.  Some felt the actor was not showing enough excitement and some felt the actress was not blushing and emoting adequately.  They made the actors do the same scene nearly twenty five times.  Though I could not comprehend what exactly was happening there, I felt very awkward.  I also felt sorry for the actors.   The actress and her mother were little fussy and expressed irritation about the retakes, but the actor was very patient and without a frown or resistance he adhered to the Director’s instructions.  (No doubt he later became a famous actor and now a successful realtor in Hyderabad).

In one of the takes, as the actors changed their positions and hugged each other, the actress spotted me kneeling under the tripod of the camera, open-mouthed and starring at them.  I was a six year old then.  The actress felt thoroughly embarrassed to perform a “love scene” before a child and requested that I am sent out.  The crew had a hearty laugh looking at me and they carefully carried (read threw) me out of the room.

Later, I accompanied my parents to the film preview and eagerly waited for this particular scene on the screen.  It was a black and white film and was not as colourful as the shooting was.   The scene featured only for a fraction of a second on the screen and that too was shown through the eyes of a voyeuristic man peeping into the bedroom through the keyhole.  It was also a long distance shot and none of the perfect expressions the crew demanded from the actors were visible on the screen.  I don’t know if the scene had any relevance to the story as well.

My desire to watch a film shooting was completely satiated that day and never again I had I got excited about it.

Tuesday 11 October 2011

SIMPLE LIVING – HIGH THINKING


Our parents raised us (me and my siblings) based on the principle; simple living – high thinking, the crux of Hinduism.  They continue to lead us by example and live a simple life.  They resist luxury and grandeur in any form.  Born and raised in the pre-independence period, my parents were very much influenced by Gandhiji’s principles of self-reliance and even till date opt to be independent in every possible way.  With great difficulty we (me and my siblings) made or rather make our parents use furniture and gadgets at home.  Till a decade ago, we didn’t have a domestic help or a motor pump to draw water from the well.  Many, including our neighbours and close relatives felt, we were weird.  Our parents’ life style and priorities bothered us during our formative years, but as we grew up, we have imbibed our parents’ simplicity.

I wear simple cotton clothes and minimal jewellery and unlike many of my contemporaries, don’t visit beauty salons.  I am confident without any makeup and believe me; many have even found me attractive sans makeup!  I eat vegetarian food as a matter of principle and since I have digestive problems, I prefer simple and bland food.  I sleep on the floor and don’t use a pillow, as I suffer from cervical spondylosis.  Every time I lie down on the cold floor and close my eyes, I remember the words of Adi Sankaracharya, the advocate of Advaita philosophy our family follows, who sang

“sura mandira taru muula nivaasaH
sayyaa bhuutala majinaM vaasaH
sarva parigraha bhoga tyaagaH
kasya sukhaM na karoti viraagaH”


Which can be roughly translated as; “make a temple or the shade of a tree your residence, make deerskin your clothes, and let mother earth be your bed. Give up all attachments and renounce all comforts. Blessed with such Vairāgya (a Sanskrit term used in Hindu philosophy that refers to dispassion, detachment, or renunciation, in particular renunciation from the pains and pleasures in the material world), could any fail to be content?

I often question myself.  Am I really leading a simple life?  My heart says “No” because, that is the truth.

I work for a living, which means spending most of my time and energy at work place or in getting ready for work or in travel to office.  Working results in sharing space with many and involves a high amount of people management, irrespective of the position one occupies in the hierarchy of the organization one works for, which makes the whole scene complex.

With no other likely source of income in future, I need to save.  As money value diminishes over a period of time, I need to invest.  Putting all eggs in one basket is risky and also there are always opportunity losses in investment options and so a thorough analysis is required for investment, which again is a complex process.  Every time I invest, I again think of Sankaracharya.  He considered accumulation of wealth a sin and was against even saving for the next meal.  Though I was impressed with this thought, I now know it is impossible to follow in real life.

With my choice of work, lifestyle and investments, I need to remit several payments periodically.  Remembering the due dates is very important.  I operate multiple bank accounts for various reasons; one is my savings account, another my salary account, another my home loan account, another demat account, another account I had to open to avail locker facility.  Every account has its own passbook, documents, ID cards, debit cards etc.  With advancement of technology, all accounts are also accessible online, which means I have user ids and passwords, which would become invalid if not used properly or periodically.  Remembering passwords is one task and remembering silly questions and answers to revive forgotten or invalid passwords, is another.  To draw cash from the bank counter, I need to wait in a queue and to drawn cash from an ATM; I need to remember the right PIN.  I have a cooking gas connection, a cable connection for the TV, a landline, a mobile phone, an internet connection and all these are now made online.  Added to these are the EMI payments for the flat I purchased, meant for my post-retirement stay.  I purchased it against the wishes of my parents as they feel that assets can never be created with borrowed money.  They built their house out of their savings.  Such things are impossible in the present times.  I have to pay property tax, water tax, electricity bill and maintenance charges for my flat.  And after all this, I need to pay my income tax.

For a very long time, I used public transport for going to office.  I felt it was a sin to buy a vehicle for exclusive use.  (I am not exaggerating, I really thought so).  A guy who was head over heels in love with me changed my stance.  He chased me every day and unable to manage, when I shared it with my family, they forced me to compromise and get married, which I didn’t want.  The only alternative I had was to get a two wheeler, which I could afford and that Romeo could not.  Learning to ride a two wheeler is a milestone event in my life.  It made me independent and more confident.  But to own a vehicle, I had to register the vehicle and also get it insured and to drive it, I had to obtain a driving license.  Filling fuel and getting the vehicle serviced regularly also needs some effort and managing breakdowns is another tough chapter.

Whenever I think of simplicity, I also think of Mahatma Gandhi, who was an epitome of simplicity.  Many have spoken about him and his simplicity, but in this context, I am reminded of Sarojini Naidu, who once remarked, “It took a lot of money to keep Gandhi in poverty”.

In the present scenario, simplicity is redefined.  Simplicity is not so simple. 

Let me end this note again with Sankaracharya’s quote:

“maayaamayamidamakhilaM hitvaa”

Which means “Free yourself from the illusions of the world”. 

I feel simplicity too is an illusion.