Saturday, 5 September 2015

TO LOSE OR NOT TO LOSE

“To Lose or Not to Lose”- that’s the name of my team.  A team we formed in the office. 

The organisation I work for holds a competition annually.   A competition amongst the employees for losing weight. It is called “10K Challenge”.  The participants form teams with four members in each.  The duration is 40 days.  Parameters like Height, weight, BMI, fat %, visceral fat etc. are made note of before the competition starts.  Every participant is given a pedometer to be worn, that records the steps a person makes in a day. Every participant has to register at least ten thousand steps a day, throughout the competition period. Successful weight/fat losers are rewarded both as teams and also as individuals.

The competition started with great enthusiasm.  110 teams were formed.  Every team had a unique name, viz.,

Flab to Fab, Fitizens, Fit Appa, Kozhuppula Gandam, Belly Twisters, Kuchi Mittai, Fat Assassins, Fat Luck, Ennamma Ippadi Weight Koraikka Sollureengalle maa etc.

 As mentioned above, our team’s was “To Lose or Not to Lose”.  Two of my colleagues and a colleague’s wife were my team members.  Both my colleagues are slim. In fact, they have no fat to lose.  But they joined to motivate me and my colleague’s wife, who was also little obese.  Our organization created a separate module for monitoring progress of all the participants on the intranet and the team leader was given access to enter the steps registered by the respective team members. Since my team leader was busy and touring often, he shared the password with me and I became the de facto leader and started monitoring the steps of my team and feeding the data into the system.   For the first few days, my team members were enthusiastic and recorded 10000 + steps.  Still our team was in 70th position, as the other teams were very aggressive.  There were two/three teams, that registered 1,50,000 + steps collectively, which means the average was 40000 steps per member per day.  The entire office discussed “steps” & “weight” at every possible opportunity.  We also discussed it in the train and most of the co-passengers came to know of this program.

My fit and slim team members, slowly lost interest in the competition and were not regularly registering “steps”.  My colleague’s wife who also had some medical problem was walking sincerely initially, but then, unfortunately, she was hospitalised for a surgery and so I was the only member who registered the minimum steps almost every day.  Due to this, our team slowly drifted to 104th position.  I did not give up.  Though there was no chance for our team to win, I was not demoralized.  I wanted to try sincerely and give my best and win in the individual category.

I reduced my food intake.  I went for long walks twice a day - once in the morning and once in the evening.  I walked in the stations.  I walked in the office during tea and lunch breaks.  My colleagues guessed that I would have lost a significant weight.  But after 20 days of commencement of the program, there was an intermediate assessment and the readings were not very encouraging.  My weight reduced by 900 grams, fat loss was 3.3% and 2% loss of visceral fat.  Still, I was not disappointed.  I keep reading a lot about weight loss and I know that, when a person exercises vigorously, the fat gets converted into muscle and since muscle is heavier than fat, there is likely to be no reduction of weight or in some cases, increase in weight.  My fat loss was of course encouraging and I constantly dreamt of losing at least 10% of fat by the end of the program.  My program co-ordinator was also very optimistic.  He motivated me a lot.

I did not discuss about this competition with my best friends Murali, Anuja & Prakash, with whom I was regularly in touch on phone, which is very unusual.  I wanted to surprise them too.

My family members were not very happy.  They could not comprehend as to why I was so obsessed about weight reduction at this stage of my life. 

Till a week before the conclusion of the program, I had recorded my daily steps.  In the last one week, I was little busy and did not log on to the module and thought I can record them on the last day.  Appointment for my assessment was fixed on the last day.  I was very eager to know my results.  I started for my morning walk on 27th July with the pedometer tucked.  Hardly would I have walked 200 steps, I felt someone coming very close and hitting me from behind.  I thought some chain snatcher was at work.  But even before I could ascertain as to what was happening, I fell down, with my legs under an auto-rickshaw and I was dragged along the moving vehicle.  The driver was either drunk, or was under the influence of a drug or was just sleeping while he was driving and did not notice me at all.  Probably, some part of my dress was hooked to the vehicle as I was falling down and I got stuck under the chassis of the vehicle.  The driver did not realise even then and dragged me along and stopped after I screamed.  Some passer-by helped to lift the vehicle and get me out and as I took my phone to call the police, the driver fainted.  I could not lift my hand.  With great difficulty, I called my brother, who was getting ready to drive his children to their school and informed him about the accident.  My brother, a firm believer of Karma Siddhanta, rushed to the scene and without even questioning the driver, rushed me to the hospital, as he thought medical-aid was most important and secondly felt I too was responsible for the accident, as I walked in a road without a footpath, in the same direction of traffic. 

I had a shoulder dislocation and it had to be set right by “reduction” technique.  There were injuries all over my body, and there was a large abrasion starting from my thigh to my foot as I was dragged on a rough surface on the road.  The abrasion resembles the map of North America and South America.  Since the dirt got tattooed, fearing infection, the Doctors advised debridement, due to which, the skin on my leg is yet to be formed. Even after a week’s stay at the hospital and a month’s stay at home, I am yet to recover fully. 

Life is funny. The pedometer that recorded my steps and was part of my body for more than a month, got smashed in the accident.  I could not attend the assessment. The competition co-ordinator, not aware of my accident, called me when I was in hospital to check as to why I had not attended the assessment.  I don’t know how much of weight and fat I lost.  Based on my intermediate assessment, and the steps I entered in the system, I was in 214th position in the individual category and 104th position as a team. 

Since I was confined to bed, for almost a month, I think, I would have gained the weight I have lost during the 40 days period. I am eagerly waiting to recover fully, so that, I can start my walking sessions again.

Though I am sad that, I am suffering for no fault of mine, my family members are very glad that, I have survived.  They keep reminding me that, I have not had any fractures because of my fat and also I did not get crushed under the tyres of the auto, as I got stuck under because of my size and advise me not to complain about my weight.

I planned to post a blog on 27th July with the same title.  But I could not.  Had the accident not taken place, the content would have been very different.  I would have flaunted about the little weight/fat I would have lost.